Ain't nothing

So I wrote this back in 2005. I think that's when my struggle to really become comfortable with myself began. This may sound silly to most people but low self esteem isn't an issue that should be belittled. Just because it's easy to ignore and it doesn't obviously disrupt peoples lives doesn't make it any less of an issue than say anorexia. How do you think those girls develop such a horrible disease in the first place? It starts with self esteem and self worth. It's hard to find it in yourself when no one else is giving you reason to believe you're worthy of loving yourself. I've always had good self worth BUT, self esteem is something I've always struggled with. This was one of my first steps in completely accepting myself, every part of myself.

Bored!!!

Sooo.... when I'm bored.... and I'm at work... and I ate already and therfore feel no need to buy food.... I shop. Which is bad. It's a horible habit realy but still it exist.

LOOK AT MY PRETTY NEW EARRINGS!! <3

Sadly though, they set my ears on fire!! I'm highly alergic to fake metals ad these ARE NOT sterling silver. My ears = fire!! But I love these earrings!! Sigh.

One more habit to fix.

Terrible. Simply terrible.

Waiting for Plopper

Sooo.... I'm just chilling reflecting on my day bc my cousin abandoned me in the theatre as we wait for Harry Potter to start. And despite not having really done much this was a fairly eventful day, from 6:30am to now 11:47pm. Or maybe no? I just realized how long my day has been...

630am Arrive at my lola's. Chat with my cousin about life and relationships. Breakfast from McDonald's.
915am Cousin leaves me alone with my lola. Chat with my lola about life and chismis, which basically means talk about people.
11am Physical therapy for my Lola
12pm Go to the main hospital for a swallowing test so she eat again. PASSED IT! =D
230pm Finally put back into her room.
3pm CURRY HOUSE =)
5pm Feed the Lola
6pm KILL BILL. Freaking love the cinematography of that movie, and the acting and I just love that movie.
7pm Leave cousin with my Lola so that I can get ready for Plopper.
8pm Arrive at the prayer gathering but they're not ready so...
845pm ish Cousin and I leave to get to the theatre and wait in line for not too long because my friends had been there already. YAY FRIENDS!
10pm Theatre food
1045ish I'm abandoned
1210 PLOPPER!

Somewhere in there a paramedic was hitting on me and I didn't even realize it until I overheard his conversation with his partner. WHOOPS! Then there was some conversation on the side too with another nurse. Guys need to learn to be more OBVIOUS! Not blatantly obvious but if a girl just isn't getting it, try something else to show your interest. I would've gave him my number if he asked. We held a steady conversation for a good hour or so and it not often you can find enough common ground to keep a stranger interested in you for a whole hour. Or at least its not often a stranger can keep me intrigued for more than an hour. ERGO, props to him and he should have tried harder! WHOMP!

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Yay! Blogger app!!

I really shud use this page too... my thoughts have been all a jumble recently and I'm geting super side tracked. I think I need to really decide what the difference between this spot n the other spot should be. N if I want to switch this to a diff spot that I made previously... idk... but more importantly figure out what's what... yep!