Bored!!!

Sooo.... when I'm bored.... and I'm at work... and I ate already and therfore feel no need to buy food.... I shop. Which is bad. It's a horible habit realy but still it exist.

LOOK AT MY PRETTY NEW EARRINGS!! <3

Sadly though, they set my ears on fire!! I'm highly alergic to fake metals ad these ARE NOT sterling silver. My ears = fire!! But I love these earrings!! Sigh.

One more habit to fix.

Terrible. Simply terrible.

Waiting for Plopper

Sooo.... I'm just chilling reflecting on my day bc my cousin abandoned me in the theatre as we wait for Harry Potter to start. And despite not having really done much this was a fairly eventful day, from 6:30am to now 11:47pm. Or maybe no? I just realized how long my day has been...

630am Arrive at my lola's. Chat with my cousin about life and relationships. Breakfast from McDonald's.
915am Cousin leaves me alone with my lola. Chat with my lola about life and chismis, which basically means talk about people.
11am Physical therapy for my Lola
12pm Go to the main hospital for a swallowing test so she eat again. PASSED IT! =D
230pm Finally put back into her room.
3pm CURRY HOUSE =)
5pm Feed the Lola
6pm KILL BILL. Freaking love the cinematography of that movie, and the acting and I just love that movie.
7pm Leave cousin with my Lola so that I can get ready for Plopper.
8pm Arrive at the prayer gathering but they're not ready so...
845pm ish Cousin and I leave to get to the theatre and wait in line for not too long because my friends had been there already. YAY FRIENDS!
10pm Theatre food
1045ish I'm abandoned
1210 PLOPPER!

Somewhere in there a paramedic was hitting on me and I didn't even realize it until I overheard his conversation with his partner. WHOOPS! Then there was some conversation on the side too with another nurse. Guys need to learn to be more OBVIOUS! Not blatantly obvious but if a girl just isn't getting it, try something else to show your interest. I would've gave him my number if he asked. We held a steady conversation for a good hour or so and it not often you can find enough common ground to keep a stranger interested in you for a whole hour. Or at least its not often a stranger can keep me intrigued for more than an hour. ERGO, props to him and he should have tried harder! WHOMP!

Blogger app!

Yay! Blogger app!!

I really shud use this page too... my thoughts have been all a jumble recently and I'm geting super side tracked. I think I need to really decide what the difference between this spot n the other spot should be. N if I want to switch this to a diff spot that I made previously... idk... but more importantly figure out what's what... yep!

Adventures

I want to separate my blogs but I don't know if I have the discipline to have 2 blogs. If one is dedicated to poetry I can keep that up no prob bob. but the other one. about dating failure... Not so sure especially since I'm not dating! We'll see where the road takes me.

On Staying

Hey. Remember when I said I loved you, and I lied. I swear I didn’t mean it; the lie, not the love. I fully intended to love you. I went through all the emotions. Forced myself to feel the pains but it seems my love was lame. As in lying broken and defeated.

Somehow, through all the lies your love was true. I could see it running deep in you. I wanted to run to it too but I ran from it. You scared the bejesus out of me getting down on one knee proposing that we should marry. How unfair would that be? You loving all of me.

I guess I didn’t love you see, I loved you like: get your ass out of bed. I can’t date a fool and your mom is breathing down my neck because you haven’t graduated yet.

I should have loved you like: Stay, stay. Don’t you ever go away. I want our future to always bet his way.

Ugly Duckling Syndrome

UDS


You are so hot! Is not something I hear very often. I heard it a lot as a kid followed by my mom telling me I was running a fever. I hear cute, a lot. You are so cute! Is annoying, because some woman is simultaneously pinching your cheeks; which by the way, I hate. Yes, they are chubby. Yes, its cute. No, they are not public property, don't touch me.

Cute, is also what a guy says when you're not 'pretty'. Thank God I'm a bitch because I'd hate to be nice. We all know what nice means. No one wants to say it out loud but 'nice' means - actually I don't want to be the to say it out loud either. It's like one step down from cute and cute isn't that much of an upgrade. It goes: nice, cute, pretty, hot and sexy I think is in it's own little category right because you can be cute and sexy. Then theres all the other rankings and combinations, but if I had to break it down into classes those would be mine.